How the hell can you NOT know wad first moves were. Isn't it very obvious? Like it means how to be the FIRST to speak to the person, after like a quarrel or something. You don't understand wad karma is eh. What you did to me last time, can remember? How I said sorry to you countless times face2face, sms-es, msn, etc. AND YOU ALWAYS FUCKING IGNORED ME. OR ALWAYS SAID STUFF LIKE : This is the end, etc. We can't be friends anymore, your attitude, blah x3. Till like what, you're satisfied with the amount of times I fucking apologised to you. Heh. Its not entirely up to me anyw. But, cross my heart, and hope to die, this isn't affecting me like how it did last time. When I felt so sad and moody when we weren't talking and stuff. Now, it does feel a tad weird, but SO NOT like last time. Yahyah, maybe I'm being mean, but whatever. Just saying it as it is. =)

♥mwackz.

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I know I didn't do it only once. If I only did it once, would we be here now? No right. -.- And stop raking up the past just to have something to say. YOU WANNA RAKE UP THE PAST? FINE, I'LL DO THAT TOO. YES. YES I DID PS/WTV YOU WHEN I BECAME CLOSE TO SUBHA. YOU NEVER MADE AN EFFORT TO TRY AND GET TO KNOW HER OR WTSV. WHAT DID I DO WHEN YOU WERE CLOSE TO ILLY? YEAH AT FIRST I HATED HER, COZ I FELT SHE WAS STEALING YOU AWAY. BUT RMBR WHEN I RECESSED WITH YOU AND HER AND THE MALAY GIRLZ EVEN WHEN I FELT SO OUT IN THAT GROUP?! I WAS AFRAID TO TELL YOU EXACTLY HOW I FELT THEN COZ I KNEW ILLY MEANT ALOT TO YOU. L8R ON, I DID START TO LIKE ILLY, SHE WAS NICE AND ALL. BUT I STILL DIDN'T EXACTLY LIKE YOU AND ME SPENDING ALMOST ALL EXTRA TIME WITH HER. I RMBR THIS INCIDENT VERY VERY DISTINCTLY: I WENT DOWN TO THE CANTEEN FIRST TO EAT WITH SUBHA AND THE INDIAN PEOPLE COZ YOU HAD YOUR PREFECT DUTY. THEN WHEN YOU CAME DOWN, I WENT WITH YOU TO BUY YOUR FOOD. AFTER BUYING, WHEN I WALKED 2WARDZ WHERE SUBHA AND CO. WERE SITTING YOU SAID: "CAN DON'T SIT THERE? I FEEL SO WERID." -.- WTF OKEH, HOW'D YOU THINK I FELT?? LIKE I FELT PERFECTLY NORMAL SITTING WITH PEOPLE I SHARED ALMOST ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN COMMON WITH?! NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THAT DID YOU? NO, I DON'T THINK SO. AND IN CAMP, WHAT DID YOU DO? NOT TO DRAG/ACCUSE/WTV, CANDY INTO THIS, BUT DURING CAMP MOST OF THE TIME YOU BLOODY IGNORED ME, THEN WHEN YOU FOUGHT WITH CANDY, YOU CAME TO ME. THEN AFTER YOU 2 MADE UP, WHAT HAPPENED? KERTHANA-WHO, THATS WAD HAPPENED. AND THEN YOU CAN SAY THAT YOU BLOODY SAW IT COMING. I DON'T KEEP MY PROMISES EH? LEMME THINK, HAVE YOU? I KNOW SOMETHINGS YOU TOLD PEOPLE YOU'D DO, AND HMM... HAVE YOU DONE IT? NAH, SHOULDN'T THINK SO. :) HAH, GUESS WAD? YOU MADE ME REALISE THAT PHRASE QUITE TRUE TOO. ACTUALLY, VERY VERY TRUE.

VERY VERY VERY FUCKED UP, TYVVVM.